missed

Hellooo darl! (:

you finally have started sch there in Aussie =)haha i hope sch was fun! and plus it sounds pretty interesting that you are having to run 3km for sch! poor thing! hahah i actually made my way to the gym yesterday after crystal’s long persuasion! haha but it felt good!!!! (: anyways, i saw your FB pictures. like Abelle mentioned got a lot of cute angmohh boys there huh! hahaa remember our surfer dude agreement ok?! hahaa kidding! but i miss you! really do. i miss picking up my phone and smsing you or calling you! i miss hopping over to your house. =(

but i am glad we still communicate !!!!!!! (: thanks for making time for me darl! i love you!

guess what?? i am finally going out with smu ppl tmr! (: i am pretty excited about it. we’re going to watch slumdog millionaire and prawning! (: cool ehh? anyways, sorry i have been really faithful in updating my thoughts about you here but honestly, there is so much difference without you around!

i miss seeing u in church!!

supper is different without you! (we have to walk) hahaha

so in all! we all miss you! haha and ppl still are asking me how i am coping with you not being here! (: hahah

=)

I havent really been updating because its just been such a difficult week to get through. EVERYONE in SMU is dying and all. Thankfully God’s grace and love is still in my life! (: Really tough week. But i skipped school today so i can really sit down and complete my assignment due tmr! ahhhh!

Okay, last night, i went over to your place to collect Jon’s and Shiyun’s present. It was really nostalgic and I really missed you badly. I wanted to msg you immediately to tell u that your house reminded me of you! (like DUH). Seeing your mum brought familiarity and it felt like i was about to see you again! Yihui!!! where are you?! i walked into your room, the first thing i noticed was your bed, of course, it looked the same but the room felt different, somehow, it wasnt your messy room! haha but it felt different in a way cos of the smell and usually when i walk up there, somehow you’re there! and you werent!

so i collected the presents for ShiyUn and Jon and headed down and had a short and fun chat with your mum! i think its so cute how she told me about your dad finding it so hard to leave you there! its so so sweet. Even your mum misses you so much! (trust me, i can see it in her eyes) hahaa and yeah i believe she misses the one she can talk to (like how you talk to her)!

thanks for the slippers dear! hahah i really needed a formal slipper to get thru sch cos my mummy is always scolding me about the flipflops i am wearing! so its really timely that i got a slipper and i think its nice (: thanks! we have identical slippers right? (: yay though on different land, we walk with the same slippers! yay! and your mum showed me pictures of Perth too! (of course, needing me to SELL perth to the rest this sunday) haha. but i will! (:

this is the week 7 in school, it feels as though i’m super overwhelmed already! this sem is bad man. but STRENGTH comes from GOd (: hurray!

I really miss you Yihui, and I love you! dearly! (:

thank God for this

DaySix, Happy Valentines

Dear yihui! just spent like 2 hrs on skype with you! actually this is better than phone calls! it has not much heat! actually no heat at all! so cool huh?! haha but thats besides the point. I am sorry i aint there for you during this time where i know you’re going thru some r* problems and all. I know i am not really good at talking things thru with you basicaly cos my mind is also in a mess. but talking to you really made me WISH SO MUCH that i was there with you. 😦

Thanks for the talk. The waiting for me to get home to talk. I tell you i was really EMO in church! church holds quite a bit of memories of us! like simply your presence there brings comfort. like you dont have to be talking to me. but your presence makes A BIG difference! you know what i mean right?? and like whats worse is that today’s service was about friendship! like of all things! and like i told you, i was looking for you, or at least i was imagining how Great it’ll be if you were here! but nevertheless, its alright =) just know i miss YOU! and today PJ talked about a gift that she finds so hard to have and all and like its not impt to her at all initially. its the gift of MERCY. the one you always laugh at me about. haha yeah! see! but its impt now =) yay to merciful ppl! hahah

your little notebook is really a blessing to me my dear! (: it keeps me strong just like how the skype conversations we have keep me strong! (: Stronger than yesterday! (: haha this is from some britney spears song that keeps ringing in my head. i think maybe its a sign that everyday i’m becoming STRONGER (: wheee.

oh! i am glad sherlene is like so similar to you! (: i say this with TOTAL LOVE no jealousy at all! (: haha i have security in our friendship and i am so glad so glad so glad that she’s one who can relate to you and viceversa. (: yay! i wanna meet her! she sounds great and cool! (: i have yet to find a friend like that in SMU. prob wont really need too since i have abby, sheep, germs they all. yeahh. but still, i think you and sherlene are like divine opportunity!!!! so cool! so when we have the chance, lets meet on webcam! (: hahah (oh wait, you wont be seeing this until say 1 or 2 months later? haha)

almost a week has past. it really made me so touched when i asked you what you felt when you entered and you said pain. but the one person you were thinking about is me. =D its really sweet and i cannot ask for more. i feel so touched that of all the many out there waving at you, you think of me. haha thank you! (: i value that a lot. Honestly, i found it difficult to talk to you that night. It was like “oh man how am i supposed to make the most of these few hours/ minutes/ moments when she’s here”. it was like a i didnt know what to do.

and the picture above, is the few out of the many who misses you! a lot a lot a lot =)

dear yihui, i hope church for you would be great tmr! (: you have a good time! and i love you dearly!

DayFive, Happy 14th year of friendship! (:

Lean on me

Lean on me, when you’re not strong
And I’ll be your friend
I’ll help you carry on
For it won’t be long
‘Til I’m gonna need
Somebody to lean on

Yes darling! you can lean on me! (: haha if my shoulder is too short, i’ll find you a stool! (:

Happy friendship day my dear. Thank You for the rose! it is a true blessing to me! i feel really touched! (: there is so much value in this friendship! I thank God for the many many days he has given to us to know each other more, to grow in understanding and to simply enjoy true companionship! =D What is a true friend to me?  my answer would be someone like you! (: someone i can really trust, someone i can really cry with without feeling stupid or embarrassed, someone i can hug and would have a hug back in return, someone who i can call in the middle of the night and know that i’ll be heard (u can do the same too), someone who loves me for my weaknesses!… the list goes on! haha

yups! last year we washed PJ’s car! remember? haha now this year. i realised what it means to be separated from someone i really love! haha but its not so bad la! (: haha! okay i love you my good friend and stay happy! towards 15 years we GO (:

last year (:

DayThree

Glad you made a friend(:

Hello my dear!!!!!!!! (: i am talking to you on skype now! i am amazed at how good technology has becomed!(: GLAD MAN! this isnt so bad isnt it? yepp! today is the 3rd day without you arnd in this land called Singapore. The weather is still alright, pretty tolerable and all. Well maybe cos i spend most of my time in a sad building called SMU. I wonder how’s the weather there. I guess its pretty hot so remember to drink MORE water! and well, get a nice tan! (:

I am also really glad you made new friends! and one of them looks like Jasmine, one of them sounds nice (Shirleen, if thats how you spell it) and Christine? (OCF friend?) i am trying to remember your friend! haha for the fun of it! (: I am glad you’re making friends and like they are nice or sound really nice(: Thankful for that! anyway, the picture above doesnt resemble your friend(as in the alien), i put it up cos i thought it was cute! (: yupps

oh, next week is going to be super hectic as i told you! haha but somehow, i aint nervous or anxious yet. I think God will provide! (: A thought just came to my mind when i was taking a shower. I realised that ever since i started uni, i havent been spending a lot of time with you and school has been competiting time with you. thats what i really hate about uni. it eats up my life. but my thought was that i think i really owe you a big THANK YOU for tolerating all the “silences” in our friendship in the sense like you tolerated my busy-ness. =) i think thats very sacrificial of you! but i really try my best to make time for you! (: haha. but sometimes, my best isnt the best i can give! but thanks for still STICKING by me! through it all! (:

yay to our friendship and skype!

Dear God, i pray that you’ll protect yihui from the NAKED people running in the field! protect her eyes and her heart. haha okay i am kidding! but God, more importantly, i pray for growth in her friendships and relationships with people. Open new doors and windows for her to meet great people. (: Amen…

i love youuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DayFour

Hello sweets! I was just browsing thru the photos on facebook. the ones nat recently posted. man. i miss you man. especially our video with the PIKABOO! (: you’re one of the only people i can be extremely crazy with and not feel awkward. =D grins. Thank you for being that person. I looked at Esther’s photos on her Facebook with Kexin. they went to vietnam together. so cute la. they seem to have the time of their lives in each others’ company! SO COOL. i think if i were to choose someone to go on a holiday with, i’ll choose YOU! (: yay.

wanna spend it with YOU (:

this is such a cheesy post.

DayTwo

Yay! I am so happy i managed to have a half an hour conversation with you! (: It made a whole load of difference to my day. as you know, my day hasnt been the best it can be but seriously, i cant stop smiling now! i sense ‘jealous’ ppl talking to me (like david) hahaa… kidding! but i feel so privileged and so honoured! (: wheeeeee! okay! i cant stop thinking how blessed i am to be called. haha Rushing home was worth it! (: I love you darling! I am so glad that you’re doing well there at least for the first day, i know you have a admirer (not even secret), you have 2 cute guys, you have a nice roommate and you have phones to call back whenever you miss any of us here! I am so glad your roommate is christian too! I pray that you guys would be more than roommates and be friends (:

Yihui, i think you’re pretty too! =) honest.

today i was talking to Shiping about how it was important for me to learn how to step aside but yet still be there? (: Yihui, I think i am not insecure about my friendship with you! (: I hope for you to have many many friends! Good ones in fact! (: I pray you’ll be as good a friend to them as you were and still are to me! (: Yay, so more people would be able to feel what it means to be blessed by a friend like you! shiok! and more people would LOVE you! (: hahaha may you be filled with LOVE!

Dear God, i pray that you’ll give Yihui Good night sleep and that you’ll give her a whole new refreshing touch as she starts a life there in Aussie! (: Protect her heart and mind as she starts interacting with different people but at the same time, open up her eyes to see others with the eyes of Jesus and open up the gates of her heart that she’ll be open to new friendships! make it such a natural process that she’ll simply fall into the soft pillows of nice people’s hearts! (: yay!

i love you!!!!!!!!!

DayOne

You and Me (:

 

Dear Yihui, I dedicate this blog to you! I am going to pen all my thoughts and prayers for you! I am not sure when i am gg to reveal this blog to you but when i do, i hope you’ll be blessed. Just like how you have been blessing me! I love you darl.

Let me tell you a bit about my first day without you here in Singapore.

When you left yesterday, the journey home was quiet and emotional. I felt weird. Its like knowing someone you really love has just gone on a really LONG holiday. One which you will only be back for a short while. I feel i can go on and on about how i really felt. But one emotion was so strong, so distinct, so clear, i was sad, i was missing you. I pictured the entire thing, you leaving on the plane to somewhere i cannot reach by a public transport. i realised how much you really mean to me. I miss you.

I know this is going to sound sadistic but I felt really happy when i saw how you tried to fight back your tears. It made me see that I am not the only silly one feeling sad and that it mattered. THIS FRIENDSHIP MATTERS! i am so happy yet sad at the same time. Yihui, this friendship matters a lot to me. so much! I am going to misss seeing “yihuidarl ” on my phone quite a bit, I am going to miss jumping onto the same bed as you, I am going to miss you.

yet again, i know God’s sovereign in this relationship. I believe its not something that would be of lesser importance at the end of 4 years. Instead, i believe so strongly, its going to be a friendship that would deepen in understanding and love for each other. I believe that in these 4 years, many would step into our lives, many may even step out to give way to the others coming in. But, even if i take a little step out, to give way to the many coming your way, i am not letting go of anything but i am still gg to be here for you. ALWAYS AND FOREVER. this is not something i am writing to sound touching but i mean it. i really do.

Even as you are there darl. I am missing you. and I love you! (: like my msn nick says “apart but linked at heart” i am here for you! ❤

Dear god, take care of Yihui and God i pray the favour of the lord would be upon her life even as she starts her schoollife there! (:

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